Writing feels good

I sometimes forget how amazing it feels to write on a keyboard, writing and being in a trance, the time flies by, but you're here in the now. This doesn't happen to me when I write with my hand, but when I am on the keyboard, so much releases. I am going to write more in here, write also what I wrote down in my notebooks there is so much things, content, thoughts. So much to share into this world, and just to make it in this digitalized world. How good, it feels to write. To be gone, but to be here, in this moment, I am the words.

Trapped in the dark

Deep obsidian black

Watched you in the dark

Clear crystal quartz

Sees you from the arts

The arts deep in you

Part of you

But that hides in the dark

Deep obsidian black

Look up to the ciel

To see what's real

Clear crystal quartz

Sees you from the arts

Lost love

I feel like I try to maintain

An old love that has been forgotten

Clueless on how to move on

I dwell on our past

The one we once had

Do you still feel love ?

I feel the love

I feel it still infusing in me

I remain lost in this purposeless battle

Maybe I should free myself

From this old story

Do you still think of us ?

Do you still feel the past that we once lived ?

All these memories and all of these emotions we once lived ?

Do you still feel love ?

I feel the love

I feel it still infusing in me

I remain lost in this purposeless battle

What are you now ?

Where are you now ?

Do you still feel love ?

Perles blanches

Ces perles blanches

Sur ce corps si frêle

Disparaissent une à une

L'agonie arrive

Me fait perdre conscience

Grande tristesse

Elles étaient la

Mais ont été salies

Devenues noire de crasse

Elles doivent disparaître

Cette douleur profonde

Pourquoi je les perds toutes ?

Ces belles petites perles rare

Celles dont il fallait bien, très bien, prendre soin

Je le faisait

Mais, qu'est-il arrivé ?

Oh mes perles

Pourquoi vous pourrisez ?

Oh mes perles

Pourquoi si faible ?

Oh mes perles

Ne partez pas plus loin

Je vous en supplie

J'y ferait attention maintenant

J'y prendrais soin maintenant

Mais, honnêtement...

Qu'ai-je fait de mal ?

A journey of walking through life

Lightness take you over on a journey

A journey to the forest

Where you bathe in sun and lay down on the soft and fluffy moss

Meet with a crystal clear river and drink the juice of life

Of all life, it lays upon us

Til there's none

Join the sky and breathe, fly away and see all the lifes, the ones before and after us

Together we unite  and we are one forever

Burning passion

 Burning passion so vividly

Crying heart torn in pieces

Burning passion sweeps you away

Thight heart dreaming out

Yearning for a reality to be yours

In pieces, because of your own mind

Craving for all to be true

If you can imagine, why not create it

Beating of joy and love, laughing like Nika

Distorted to have a future as how you dream of

Transforming dreams into reality

Showing yourself that it is possible

Lost feelings

 I still remember that day

I entered that dance school, to try out some lessons

Opening up the wrong door

And seeing all the ballet girls trying pointé

Pink satin dresses

Cute tutu's

Sturdy yet fragile shoes

Beautiful and delicate faces with long hair

I looked intensely at them

My place was not there

I was a young kid, not ready yet for pointé

But in my soul, I felt that some part of me belonged there

I went once to a small kid dancing lesson here

I felt older than my actual age, doing some kid's stuff

I never went back to the lessons, I only went once

I wanted to reach the same level of dedication as those ballet girls, but my mother dropped me out

Too early gone

One day was enough to see the wanting

The wanting to dance

The wanting of dedication and finesse

Wavering thoughts

My mind is wavering with thoughts

Endless thoughts of you and me

And what possibly could be

Going around and round the world

Gazing at the shooting stars

Dreaming of peace and calm

Breathing and taking it all in

A life full of nature and spirits

Back to one, once again